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a) listened attentively
b) tried to help
c) got pissed
d) didnt care any more.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
my mum n sis went crazy n they are taking out everything on the clueless me
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
they claim its cos im a disgrace n they dun want me anymore...
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
......
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
apparently i haf a "white bf" n they've enuf of my shit
Marwan says:
really
Marwan says:
wow
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
wow
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
Marwan says:
isnt their position pretty tenous really also
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
..........
Marwan says:
wow as in wht the hell
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
yeah but they keep assuming all the wrong things n being unfair....if they dun pay for my nxt 2 semesters im fucked...im gonna haf to beg.......for accomodation i can afford myself.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i'll write to the sporean papers if i haf to.
Marwan says:
what are they assuming
Marwan says:
and why wont they pay
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
they r assuming im all havoc n im just like my dad...so they dun want to do anything with me
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
n they think i haf some white trash bf..
Marwan says:
well then you have to drop him
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
im 20 n i dun see y my mums trippin out on me
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i didnt even say he was "white"....i accidently told my sis....who's been a multiple stabber.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
n he's got nothin to do with them...i think i shud haf the freedom...if they still trip out then its them tat need help dun u think
Marwan says:
yes but at the moment you still need them
Marwan says:
so sacrifices have to be made sometimes
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
wat diff would it make is the thing
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
the worst thing is they cant get me at night...n they think im partyin...but i actually work all night like a slave....but i cant tell em...cos they wont approve either..
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
ah....enuf of my fucked up life
Marwan says:
so what do you want to do
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
im gonna just move.
Marwan says:
and what about parents
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
then i'll ask my dad directly...only for the remainin sem fees...tts wat im plannin...no need for expenses
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
they dun want me seriously...
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
the "
Marwan says:
based on previous evidence, do you think your father will help
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
50% chance he might pay for my remaining semester.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
if not im gonna haf to work n then defer my studies.
Marwan says:
and what will that achieve?
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i can never get enuf to pay for the intl student rate really....
Marwan says:
exactly
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
nothing to achieve...just haf to find a way...im sick of knowing not wat to do
Marwan says:
ok simple solution
Marwan says:
do what you parents want you to do
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
then i will finish my fuckin edu when i haf enuf....
Marwan says:
not worth it
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
u dun understand....even if i do they wont believe cos tts their excuse to push me off
Marwan says:
what do you want me to say
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
my dad doesnt care...he said he wont waste $ on my stupid degree....its not abt if he thinks im what im not
Marwan says:
either way nothing will work so you might as well jump off crown bridge
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
..
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
maybe..
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
im just tellin u...i know there's no solution
Marwan says:
there is always a solution
Marwan says:
sometimes it involves compromise
Marwan says:
which people dont like
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
my prob is that if i compromise with em im stuck with em
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i really want out....im miserable when im with em..
Marwan says:
well no choice at present
Marwan says:
they hold the money
Marwan says:
so you have to do what they want
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
true.
Marwan says:
you are protesting but in the end you are powerless
Marwan says:
so no point wasting time on it
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i dunno wat the protest is abt...becos if they're so against me havin a lil peace of mind fr all of their shit.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
u dunno how unhappy i am at home with em
Marwan says:
thats because it has become a situation
Marwan says:
someone needs to de-escalate
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
yeah maybe
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
fr wat.
Marwan says:
the situation
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
everyone's trippin out on me...this yr ive been quiet n mature n i get more shit.
Marwan says:
mature is not how you are dealing with it
Marwan says:
your mum and dad are going through a very stressful time right now and the best thing you can do is keep your head down
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i did...my sis is the one whos back stabbing n tellin my mum things
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i didnt do anything.
Marwan says:
well then tell them the truth
Marwan says:
tell them about your bf and your job
Marwan says:
and if they dont like it, drop both
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
cannot....becos if i do tt theyd deport me bk immediately.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i rather stay here than go bk to that darkness
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
theyd defer my studies n then send me for some weird pep talk
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
scary.
Marwan says:
the truth cant be hidden
Marwan says:
then drop both and tell them everythings fine
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
they r bastards they wont give me $
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
u dun understand....
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
im not gonna drop anything
Marwan says:
you cant have it every way
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
the bf is a lamest excuse for my sis to try to push me out...n
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
the job is for me to haf money cos they dun give me
Marwan says:
well drop the bf he is not essential
Marwan says:
what do you need money for
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
he helps me.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
even if my evil sis didnt know abt tt which i blurted out like a crazy idiot....they still wont give money
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
cos they see me as unwanted
Marwan says:
no parent will refuse their daughter money
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
mine do..
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
aiyo no one will believe me..
Marwan says:
you're right
Marwan says:
i dont either
Marwan says:
what do you want
Marwan says:
seriously
Marwan says:
you want a bf but you cant handle the heat that comes with it
Marwan says:
you want money but your parents wont give it and even earning it seems to be a problem
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
its not the bf...i dun even tell anyone details abt the person
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
so how can they hate or say anything
Marwan says:
its because hes white
Marwan says:
i know where they are coming from
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
its abt the money tts all....my personal life does not concern them
Marwan says:
it does concern them because you are their daughter
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i didnt even say what race...they assume n they're mad
Marwan says:
wait a minute
Marwan says:
you said they knew what he was white
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
y is it tt they only concern themselves with all this n not other things...
Marwan says:
what other things should they be concerned about
Marwan says:
the fact that you tend bar at a club
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i said they dunno anything abt the person...
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
nothing at all n they assume...so it shows tt they just find something to kick me off...tts wat hurts me
Marwan says:
why dont you TELL THEM
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
tt is the highest paying part time job
Marwan says:
but it is not *respectable*
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
taking in mind that not everyone gets that job btw....n the reason i haf to do it is also THEM n them fucking up MY life by being idiots
Marwan says:
find a different one
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
fuck respectable....that is one thing they cant comment on now
Marwan says:
it doesnt matter you are INDIAN not australian
Marwan says:
you need their money so you have to follow their rules, its that simple
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
this is very high iM...i can earn $1500 a month
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
if i did more shifts
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
n only 3 days a week..
Marwan says:
that will barely cover rent
Marwan says:
not enough to live on
Marwan says:
what about food school fees
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i know i do....but then they dun wanna give me $ for my expenses.
Marwan says:
then fucking grovel till they give you some money
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i know
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
the pt is i haf to beg.
Marwan says:
because you dont have a choice
Marwan says:
everyone has to beg
Marwan says:
i worked my ass off to start a business and still i am 2nd class citizen
Marwan says:
so you do what you have to do
Marwan says:
fuck the pride
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
cos its not like there are rules tt i disobeyed....even if i meditated at home all day
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
id haf the same prob...my dad's doing this cos im the most timid at home...n im the first target.
Marwan says:
it doesnt matter
Marwan says:
you are an adult now so start acting like one and confront them like one
Marwan says:
otherwise be condemned to bitch forever
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
yeah i haf no pride...i stoop to doing manual stuff just for the $...n no one would believe my bkground if i told them
Marwan says:
or go marry this fellow and do whatever you want with your life
Marwan says:
stoop?
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
yeah i wont bitch
Marwan says:
so sorry la...i guess my box carrying must offend you
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
u know u haf to do alot of work...esp at
Marwan says:
let me say this AGAIN
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i do that too
Marwan says:
either give up the job or leave your parents
Marwan says:
either give the bf or leave your parents
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
carry large trays of glasses...i haf bruises all over n i dun mind.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
they shud admire this
Marwan says:
they didnt ask you to do it why should they admire it
Marwan says:
i wouldnt want my daughter to work as a waiter
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
they did....becos they didnt give me $.....my sis is coming up with stories abt me going off with a druggie bf...the pt is he doesnt even smoke or drink.
Marwan says:
they didnt give you money you can find some other profession
Marwan says:
work in a restaurant or somethin
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
if u dun give
Marwan says:
the point is
Marwan says:
are you starving
Marwan says:
are you beggin on the road
Marwan says:
if not, you dont need to do this
Marwan says:
are you honestly trying to tell me you parents send the rent and nothing else?
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
im not given $ n u still dun believe
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
yes
Marwan says:
no i dont
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
n the rent isnt here btw.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
so they plan to pack me off..
Marwan says:
ok even simpler choices
Marwan says:
go back to
Marwan says:
or elope with this nutter here
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
y shud i succumb to them deferring me while my fuckwit sis gets to live in gucci luxury n do her pst grad n never worked ever
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
tt means one child gets everything n the other nothing.
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
the pt is i know tt they r finding excuses to send me bk...n i wont go bk....tts y im gonna move out n not tell em where i am.
Marwan says:
you are not exactly suffering yet
Marwan says:
oh thats a very mature way to deal with it
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i might haf to go with this boy....my life's all screwed.
Marwan says:
your life is screwed because you are making foolish decisions
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i haf 2 choices.....
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
stay here or go bk/get deferred/be miserable
Marwan says:
well pick one godamnnit
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
im staying....
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
what would u do
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
go bk n get deferred
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
either way if i go bk its short lived cos my dad will leave real soon n they're gonna be fucked as well.
Marwan says:
if you have to go back, you have to go back
Marwan says:
if i followed your logic
Marwan says:
in 2001 i would have stayed in
Marwan says:
married the druggie chick
Marwan says:
probably be working as a waiter or a cook and still trying to get a degree, five years later
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
lol
Marwan says:
i am being serious
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
but u had something to go bk to....my whole house is shattered.
Marwan says:
not really
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
its miserable for me to go bk....i'd go insane.
Marwan says:
well tough man
Marwan says:
sometimes life is fucking miserable
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
the boy im with is not wild...im the bad one who's straightened up more.
Marwan says:
he really is crazy
Marwan says:
because i'd never in a milliion years go out with you
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
yeah, i feel happy with this person, n i dun see y i shud go bk for something worse for my mind
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
he likes me i guess.....
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
n im better off with this than a miserable family pickin on me
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i didnt ask u to go out with me lol
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
u dunno the real me...
Marwan says:
thank goodness
Marwan says:
i'd prefer not to know the fake you
Marwan says:
or any you, for that matter
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
so mean...but the pt is tts my rationale.
Marwan says:
your rationale is insane
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
u'd give up a better peaceful life for tumultous home
Marwan says:
every home is tumultous
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
mine's shockingly rude.
Marwan says:
you think mine is any different?
Marwan says:
there is no such thing as an ideal peaceful family
Marwan says:
i dont believe that there is some girl out there who will solve all my problems
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
aiyo mine is violent ....crying everyday...
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
going to investigators everyday
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
mad shit
Marwan says:
*everyone* cries and everyone has crazy things happening
Marwan says:
in my short life you wont believe the things that happend to me or the stuff i put my folks through sometimes...and vice versa
Marwan says:
you just have to carry on regardless
Marwan says:
and keep the peace
Marwan says:
cant just take off at the first sign of troulbe
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
too many signs....if u were me u would...trust me..
Marwan says:
the sign of a strong person is that they can withstand it all
Marwan says:
man forget it
Marwan says:
i'm wasting my time here
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i know what u mean
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i want to be happy... i dun think anyone will realise how depressin tt home is
Marwan says:
nobody else will...telling me doesnt help in any way..so you have to sort out your own problems
Marwan says:
where the fuck is your bf right now...what use is he if he can't help
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
he is helping alot...he will move with me...he helps even with $
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
im just tellin u all this....i wont tell other frens cos they dun give a shit or wont believe
Marwan says:
if he is any kind of man he would have called your parents by now
Marwan says:
instead of leaving it all to you
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
he does everything else...the moving the jobs the $...but he doesnt wanna haf anything to do with em...n i dun want to cos if i involve this then im gonna get into shit...dun u think
Marwan says:
no i dont think
Marwan says:
if he doesnt have the balls to talk to your parents then all the money in the world aint shit in my reckoning
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
the issue is not concerning him n he knows its abt the family prob...
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
its obvious its not abt tt.....how cz would it be if
Marwan says:
evidence doesnt matter because it is true
Marwan says:
once its out its too late
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
i didnt know my sis would fuck me up
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
lucky i didnt tell the details....i'd be fucked up more
Marwan says:
it doesnt matter now
Marwan says:
you wont get any freedom if you dont fight for it
Marwan says:
and it starts by telling the truth warts and all
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
sigh........
·°• J à | ª p É Ñ ø •°· says:
wats new with u anyway
3 Comments:
you sure know some interesting women :)
Yes, but sadly Uma Thurman, Jennifer Connelly or Grace Park are not among them.
Why is it being the quiet thinker type means you get all the nutters?
well at least i hope all the patience paid off some how :)
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